Summer Rain

Having experienced only the 'Winter' of my life,
Having faced only the love from my family and the world full of strife,
I became recluse and bashful as if something had congested my throat with a knife.
I thought maybe life was supposed to be like that and suddenly things began to change.

Everything was flamboyant,vibrant and pleasant but still made me feel estranged,
I felt that maybe I've been abducted as everything was deranged.
To my surprise,it wasn't a trap,i just voyaged to the 'Spring'.
A season of mating,A season of togetherness,A season of frolic!
All these things only baffled me and I continued to remain stoic.
And then I encountered a rose bud whose beauty remained hidden to me,
She wanted me to look after her,She craved for my admiration towards her.
Her love made me happy,but i was petrified because of my fogyish upbringing.
She continued to gaze at me asking for my love but i was still in dilemma,my mind still swinging.
Scrutinizing the whole situation made my condition more worse,
I couldn't stand to lose her,neither i could've afforded a mindf**k,don't know why i was damned with such a curse.
Time was flying away and my head was still in a mess,
Her love for me was fading and i was standing right there absolutely clueless.
The bud had now turned into a beautiful flower,attracting millions of bees,
I gathered all my power to devote myself to her,but now she was displeased.

I'm sorry,I knew i had committed a terrible mistake,I knew i had taken too long,
But her hate had overcame the love and she said-"You're not the one to who i belong".
I was devastated and wrecked,And for the first time in life i was free falling.
I knew the 'Autumn' had came and now everything in the world seemed appalling.
Being buried in the darkness of the shattered leaves all around,
Made me numb and anesthetized,depriving me of hearing any sound.

The darkness was short-lived,A warm wind blew away all the leaves,
The warmness was familiar to me,so i opened my tiny eyes,
Dazzled by the vision,trying to have my senses regained,
An irresistible smell went up my nose,And a sense of fulfillness was attained.
Standing there was my lovely rose,My little Miss Sunshine,
Smiling at me she said-"I'm yours and you are mine"!
I was exhilarated,My heart started to pound again,
A fool was reincarnated in this beautiful season of 'Summer Rain'!!